If you get trapped in the past, you will never be free of its ghosts.” Shit happens, Ryder, you have to deal with it and move on. Because of you, we are alive and together. You will run through every goddamn detail, blaming yourself, thinking you could have prevented it, but, baby? Sometimes shit just happens, and guess what? I don’t blame you, and your brothers don’t either. “I know you, Ryder, probably better than you think. You’re worried about hurting me? Because of your father? Right? Or maybe you’re just blaming yourself for everything that’s happened.” I snort when he flinches. “Not until you get all this shit out in the open. He slams his hands onto the window, his head pressing to the glass. Just when I think I’m getting close, he pulls away again, only offering me the pieces of him he wants to, shielding the others. I can take it,” I snap, sick of this bullshit.
“You want to hurt me? Fine, do it if it helps. I’d love to be a fly on the wall of that publishing meeting.And it’s my biggest fear that I would hurt her, because I love her.
I mean, this has to be self-published because I simply refuse to believe that any publishing company would read this and be like yeah lets go with this one. If I wanted to read poorly written weird torture smut I would go back to wattpad. I literally haven’t even gotten to the smut of this book yet but I don’t think I can finish. ‘I’ll let you know if she comes before or after I slice her neck,’ I whisper, before lunging forward and biting off his earlobe.” I hope you cringed too. “Leaning forward, I press my lips near the man’s ear. Ryder might be the face, Garret might be the enforcer, the muscle, and Kenzo the dealer…but me? I’m the fucking Grim Reaper.” I was deemed too insane to deal with employees after I burned one of their eyes out for calling me scum.” “We do have a few legit businesses, not that I have anything to do with them. Here are some of personal favorite quotes from the first chapter… JUST THE FIRST.
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